♥Broken Promises.
Friday, 22 January 2010
Bokuwa people !
Yeah,not in the mood for the week.:(
Lets get on with the day bahs .
Meet weien @ school @ 630.(:
Chiong homework.
Then after that,people started to come.
So and so,It started to rain too .
Watever uhh.
Went up to put stuffs as usual.(:
Was wishing that the auntie would quickly walk,coz we are gonna be late if she doesnt.
Then put things,rushed down to assemble @ hall.
Buaytahan,I really wanna collapse there uh.
Well,after that,readread,watever.
Then go back class.
First period was Maths.
Sighs,why start a day with maths ?
Oh well,its really a bore uhhh.:(
Blahblah,managed to survive through a 30mins maths class.
I didnt sleep kays.:D
Achievement.(:
Then Art.
Weeeeeee ! Super fun can anot.
So high with my fatin.
How long has it been since I heard my laughter and it lasted so long.(:
Then continue with last weeks assignment.
Blahblah,went for PE after that.
Raining,so went to hall for PE.
Played captain's ball.
Hahahas,so funny can anot.
PE rocks can!:D
Shervel and weien keep singing.
Then the rest were like,Ohmygawd,the glass is gonna break.
LOLOL!:D
Super fun jiu dui le.
Had a really good laugh for the entire week.(:
The entire week sucks kays.
Then recess time,was early!:D
Ate nasilemak,yumyum.(:
I finally ate something,HAHA.
Then was rushing to change,coz no time le.:(
Then we go that staircase also got sc,the other also got.
Supersupersuper dulan can anot.
Find one toilet to change also so difficult.
Buaytahan.-.-
Finally found a toilet,then faster change.
Then come out,saw M.S walking towards class,faster run past her.
Was with shervel & minqi at that time.
HAHA,faster chiong.
So not late,woohoo!:D
Then literature.(:
Was deciding about the class tee stuffs.
Finally settled le,we're gonna get our new tees,weee!:D
Tralalas,everything settled.
Gotta meet M.s with 7 others after school.
Suay die.Tsk.
Then english.
Totally nicenicenice lessons!:D
I got praised by mschen for having my hair slightly better.
LOLOLOL!
Motivation kays.
HAHA!
Had book talk,handing in of assignments etc.
Had a good laugh.
After that,met M.s.
She talked to us about yesterday's things.
Finally done,then left for lunch with D&S.
Was talking about the things before leaving for lunch .
Weien & Chelsi joined us too.(:
Bought stuffs,they went to my house to slack,wuahahs.:D
Blahblah,chatchatchat like theres no tml.
Halfway,weien and chelsi left for cca.
Managed to get the wii started after that.
So was playing with DS on the wii.
Weee !:D
Talktalktalk,rocks like mad can anot.:D
Then around 330,they went home.
Hahahs,then i went to showered and then post on the com.
Too bad,my msn isnt co-operating with me now.
Hahahs,sadistic uhhh.:(
Yeah uh,now otp-ing with dawn!:D
Hahahas,sian lahs.
Must go and write reflection,if not mati.
Sad die me,I have no idea what i am going to write.
Nehmind,I would think of something.:D
Camp is coming in 2 weeks ley!:D
Mmhm,sad week uh.
Nehmind,tml should be a fun day.
GB welcoming party for juniors!
*wolfwhistles*
Have 10 currently,dont appeal kaykaykay!:D
Hehe,should be fun.:D
Well,shall reply to tags le bahs.(:
`REPLIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES;
WEIEN; HELLO WEASEL!:DDDD.Love die you!:D
Sheena ;Hello! Thanks for the tags.Hahahs,i will try!(:
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Thats all for tags,tragic day.
Booo!:(
Yeah lahs,shall end post le.(:
Byebye!:D
♥JeslinLim's.
Yeah,Im @ a lost now. Crying isnt a solution,slitting isnt a situation either.Im getting into trouble almost for the whole week now.Gosh,Im so effing hell buaytahan can anot.-.-.The world is going against me isit ? Sighs,what did I do to deserve a life like that. Even my love life's screwed,tsktsk.Please god,give me a road to walk.I cant stand my life too.Even my mum isnt taking my side,she's scolding me every single time.I cant stand this anymore.Please,just take me away.I cant take this le.Pleasepleaseplease.Everything is against me,I cant stand this anymore.Im just putting up a strong front every single time. Just take my life away,idw to know anymore things anymore.Im being bound up by a lot of chains in life.I cant stand it,why is everything so weird.Parents tell you to do this,I did,I get scolded also.I dont do also get scolded.What isit that they want.If this is going to happen at a daily basis in my life at westwood,I doubt I can take it,coz its just like a nervous breakdown of some sort,I would just go insane,and kill myself.Dont you think its really pushing me too much?I got 3rd last year,mum wasnt contented,she was insisting on why cant I work harder.WHY WHY WHY. Everything is my fault,never my sister's.I really dunwant this type of life.If I were to lead this type of life,I would rather kill myself,rather than live on.I did not change much kays,Im just mischievious right?What is with the mentality that Express students especially H class must be the most well behaved?I really dont get that point.Sighs,I really detest life.What am I living for every single day?Sighs,I really dont know what to do.If only life was happiness without sadness,I think it would be great.Dio mark dio mark.What they want,Idk you know.Im really really at a lost.If everything is a dream,just frigging hell shake me awake.Stop the nightmare.Please... I wish that my school and love life will get better bahs,though I know it wont .. At least I have the hope right ? Im just being late for awhile,whats with it to make the matter so huge,I dont see a need for it.Gosh,i cant stand this type of pressure kays.So what if you are from westwood even when you are my mum?SO what?IM STILL YOUR DAUGHTER RIGHT?!Must you treat me like im in school at home?IM HELL AT HOME,NOT MILITARY CAMP KAYS.Its at home kays.Even weekends also must kana you kpkp.Buaytahan,you think what.I have my limits.And its just that,I vent my anger on myself,rather then shouting out at you aloud.Coz i know,you would make it to my fault in the end.So I might as well save my saliva right ?Im not in the wrong here kays.Do research only 15mins?Ridiculous.Now say Im no different from toher students.What the fkkkk.Suan liao lah!Knnbccb.Suah,Im going to go to one corner and kill myself soon.Byebye.Anything msg me,Im sorry if my manner would offend you or whatever.Byebye.Ending here.I know im not good just like my sister,everything,my sister is better,Idk.Im not important to you.Im not thinking negative,its a fact placed in front of my eyes.What is there to deny?Im not a punching bag.I am always told that I do wrong things.I tried to change,yet its still not enough.Now,its making me think that,home is just a place for me to sleep now.It isnt surprising that I runaway from home in the near future.Im not rebelling,i just want you to know how I think and all.But you just cant understand.Forget it bahs,you are just making things worse for me dont you think?As for my love life,idk what to do about it.I currently have no solution now until i found out the truth,which is difficult to do so.And,yeahs,whatever.If only I have you by my side,to lend me your shoulder to cry on.But now,you're not here.Sighs,I tried to reach out for you already.I hate my life,screw it uh.Especially with my family.Sighs..:(.Life is miserable.Why is it miserable.I want an answer to that too.Im not in the mood to eat,so I guess I would just starve myself tonight.I keep saying I want to go alr,but I still havent.Well,I should go now,byebyes.Sighs,please spare me of this torture,I cant take it anymore.Im really sorry.Please,just let me off.
Yeah,not in the mood for the week.:(
Lets get on with the day bahs .
Meet weien @ school @ 630.(:
Chiong homework.
Then after that,people started to come.
So and so,It started to rain too .
Watever uhh.
Went up to put stuffs as usual.(:
Was wishing that the auntie would quickly walk,coz we are gonna be late if she doesnt.
Then put things,rushed down to assemble @ hall.
Buaytahan,I really wanna collapse there uh.
Well,after that,readread,watever.
Then go back class.
First period was Maths.
Sighs,why start a day with maths ?
Oh well,its really a bore uhhh.:(
Blahblah,managed to survive through a 30mins maths class.
I didnt sleep kays.:D
Achievement.(:
Then Art.
Weeeeeee ! Super fun can anot.
So high with my fatin.
How long has it been since I heard my laughter and it lasted so long.(:
Then continue with last weeks assignment.
Blahblah,went for PE after that.
Raining,so went to hall for PE.
Played captain's ball.
Hahahas,so funny can anot.
PE rocks can!:D
Shervel and weien keep singing.
Then the rest were like,Ohmygawd,the glass is gonna break.
LOLOL!:D
Super fun jiu dui le.
Had a really good laugh for the entire week.(:
The entire week sucks kays.
Then recess time,was early!:D
Ate nasilemak,yumyum.(:
I finally ate something,HAHA.
Then was rushing to change,coz no time le.:(
Then we go that staircase also got sc,the other also got.
Supersupersuper dulan can anot.
Find one toilet to change also so difficult.
Buaytahan.-.-
Finally found a toilet,then faster change.
Then come out,saw M.S walking towards class,faster run past her.
Was with shervel & minqi at that time.
HAHA,faster chiong.
So not late,woohoo!:D
Then literature.(:
Was deciding about the class tee stuffs.
Finally settled le,we're gonna get our new tees,weee!:D
Tralalas,everything settled.
Gotta meet M.s with 7 others after school.
Suay die.Tsk.
Then english.
Totally nicenicenice lessons!:D
I got praised by mschen for having my hair slightly better.
LOLOLOL!
Motivation kays.
HAHA!
Had book talk,handing in of assignments etc.
Had a good laugh.
After that,met M.s.
She talked to us about yesterday's things.
Finally done,then left for lunch with D&S.
Was talking about the things before leaving for lunch .
Weien & Chelsi joined us too.(:
Bought stuffs,they went to my house to slack,wuahahs.:D
Blahblah,chatchatchat like theres no tml.
Halfway,weien and chelsi left for cca.
Managed to get the wii started after that.
So was playing with DS on the wii.
Weee !:D
Talktalktalk,rocks like mad can anot.:D
Then around 330,they went home.
Hahahs,then i went to showered and then post on the com.
Too bad,my msn isnt co-operating with me now.
Hahahs,sadistic uhhh.:(
Yeah uh,now otp-ing with dawn!:D
Hahahas,sian lahs.
Must go and write reflection,if not mati.
Sad die me,I have no idea what i am going to write.
Nehmind,I would think of something.:D
Camp is coming in 2 weeks ley!:D
Mmhm,sad week uh.
Nehmind,tml should be a fun day.
GB welcoming party for juniors!
*wolfwhistles*
Have 10 currently,dont appeal kaykaykay!:D
Hehe,should be fun.:D
Well,shall reply to tags le bahs.(:
`REPLIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES;
WEIEN; HELLO WEASEL!:DDDD.Love die you!:D
Sheena ;Hello! Thanks for the tags.Hahahs,i will try!(:
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Thats all for tags,tragic day.
Booo!:(
Yeah lahs,shall end post le.(:
Byebye!:D
♥JeslinLim's.
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